2 Months of the 7 Sins

        2 months of not posting another chapter in my life ...or was it 3 doesn' really matter right? Everything is like heavan , until school started. No its not the schoolwork, even though that is scaring me just a little, and no it's not the teachers. ITS THE STUDENTS!! Not trying to be all snobby or judgemental but i guess i jus don't mix in. problems with my ex's has come to be a center of my problems. this is actually effecting my weight. no i havent been downing and downing ice-cream. i actually lost weight by not eating not sleeping well and not feeling well. my rumors had been faded to only a childhood memory for most but not for me. the guilt has been knocked me off my feet everyday. Lately i've been feeling like shit especially finding out my ex my highschool sweetheart does not love me any longer. well he might im not that sure but yea. It's not a good feeling nope not at all. been crying all night and when i woke up tears still came out my eyes. I like to think that there's something for me to believe when there is actually nothing.

Another Year Lived

This is a simple statement from an asian teen that live in the East Bay of California. No, life is no Hollywood glamor, that's normal. Like every teenager that lives in this nation of America, school has already started or is starting. Yes, another roller coaster ride of laughter, drama ,and memories. Nothing new, but a  level of boring homework and mental capability,hopefully that's enough, to reach the state's standards so they won't think that we're just a bunch of delinquents.  I'm hoping this year will have a lot less drama than the last. Let's just say that I didn't end the school year looking like a saint.This year will be different. Being a junior is normal but  little bit nerve-racking. IT'S THE MOST IMPORTANT YEAR!!!! Also the recently single girl (moi) is finally single in a long time and I plan to enjoy it. No more obligation or worry. Just simple life in a new year of excitement. Let end this with a quote:

“Just remember, the same as a spectacular Vogue magazine, remember that no matter how close you follow the jumps: Continued on page whatever. No matter how careful you are, there's going to be the sense you missed something, the collapsed feeling under your skin that you didn't experience it all. There's that fallen heart feeling that you rushed right through the moments where you should've been paying attention. Well, get used to that feeling. That's how your whole life will feel some day. This is all practice. None of this matters. We're just warming up.”

                                          -Chuck Palahnuik

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