2 Months of the 7 Sins

        2 months of not posting another chapter in my life ...or was it 3 doesn' really matter right? Everything is like heavan , until school started. No its not the schoolwork, even though that is scaring me just a little, and no it's not the teachers. ITS THE STUDENTS!! Not trying to be all snobby or judgemental but i guess i jus don't mix in. problems with my ex's has come to be a center of my problems. this is actually effecting my weight. no i havent been downing and downing ice-cream. i actually lost weight by not eating not sleeping well and not feeling well. my rumors had been faded to only a childhood memory for most but not for me. the guilt has been knocked me off my feet everyday. Lately i've been feeling like shit especially finding out my ex my highschool sweetheart does not love me any longer. well he might im not that sure but yea. It's not a good feeling nope not at all. been crying all night and when i woke up tears still came out my eyes. I like to think that there's something for me to believe when there is actually nothing.